Not Kevin. Just Billy taking over his blog to say Happy Birthday.

Oh, and re-gifting a cat.

Each day that passes by, every sunrise and sunset brings us each one day closer to dying. I believe that our only subconscious way of dealing with this is by the uncertainty of how long our life span will be. Each year there are special days, holiday, and other marks upon our biological calendar that remind us that another year has passed. Sure I know my birthday is tomorrow, as do you. Myself, I am surprised I’ve lasted this long before getting depressed over it. Usually this will set in much sooner. What else would you expect though? I always get this way every year. I’m not terribly depressed over getting older, sure I’m not thrilled, but who is? Twenty-two is not an age that counts, or matters for anything. Actually come to think of it, I don’t think there are any from here on out that count for anything. I’m over twenty-one, I “can” drink, though I choose not to, I “can” go clubbing though I also rarely choose to. I guess eighteen was the last important birthday to me. Oh well… enough dwelling.

I’m sure everyone got an invite from Billy as to the birthday gathering. If you got missed on myspace, he has planned an outing at Piedmont Park, on Saturday April 26th all afternoon, for people to come by and say hello and such. So if you’d like to stop by feel free. This is the only party there will be, there is not going to be some house trashing, alcohol bingeing, sex party… I’m not like other people, none of those three interest me so, don’t bring alcohol, and don’t bring condoms, its a safe for the whole family event. Hope to see everyone there. If you want more details just ask someone.

-Kevin.

Number one at the moment: Being Over shadowed. My birthday is next friday, along with practically everyone else’s it seems. Growing up I was never taught the fundamentals of sharing, so this isn’t any exceptions. It seems more often than not either everyone forgets about my birthday, wants to lump it together with someone else’s, or if it is a planned event, I get unnoticed because everyone is out at the “whores” birthday party. Woo that slipped. Too bad there are so many other’s around they won’t ever figure out who that was in reference to.

Number two at the moment: I really wish Tom from myspace would remove the bulletin feature all together. I nor does anyone else give a flying crap about the bulletins that SOME people feel the need to post every five minutes that contain no useful material. All they seem to basically say is so I’m at work at six tonight, ooh come see me at work after six tonight, okay I’m leaving for work at six tonight! I got the message the first time and, now that you’ve run it into the ground, oh hell no I’m not going. I have in the past, and will continue in the future to delete people off my friends list for the simple reason that they post too many pointless bulletins. I’m sorry people your life just isn’t nearly as interesting your trying to make it sound, get over yourself.

Number three at the moment: I am not a whore, a hook-up, a slut, or any other form of midnight sexual partner for you. I am not looking for sex, I don’t want to have sex. If you are looking/wanting sex don’t bother me about it. Don’t send me pictures of yourself, don’t tell me you want to be fuck buddies as well as friends. All I want right now are “friends” and I don’t know why that seems to be so hard for people to understand. I’m not looking for a date, I’m not looking for a boyfriend, and I certainly am not looking for a hook-up.

I have to say I do feel better putting this out in the open. Now if only I could get the people that this really refers to to read it. Oh I know! I can post this as a myspace bulletin too! *Shoots himself*

Not that I would think anyone would be, but Billy is going to update the wordpress version sometime this week so the site will be down during the process. I’m also myself going through and trying out a different way to do some of the pictures on here. I still like the facebook gallery plugin I have for my more snapshot pictures, but I’m looking at a way to pull my actual photography from deviantart. So hopefully I’ll figure something out about that soon myself. I’m in Alabama this week so I need something to occupy my time. As for right this minute I have to get ready for work. Talk later huns!